boredom strikes and i realise that i've to fight all these nonsensical fugly shits all alone.
currently, the colour of everything i see through my eyes is just plain colour..
nothing striking nor exciting..
sometimes, it really makes me wonder.
is that what should happen?
it makes me think alot..
it's not the first but definitely not last time i'm thinking this way..
wasn't really myself since the semester starts for i dont know what reason.
i just feel that something heavy is weighing dwn my heart..
makes me feel super, duper dull...
i can sense that im not myself and im not as cheerful as before..
maybe im having PMS that's y i'm thinking this way..
am always reminicing(?) the past..
maybe like the old saying goes,
let bygones be bygones..
no matter how we tried to get back the old feeling.
its still two different matters..
i also know where i stand..
i wonder how long am i going to play dumb..
feel like saying everything out but i know that the problems will never be resolved,
instead more scars will be made..
but when i dont say it out,
i just feels unhappy..
or maybe,
im the one that has changed?
changed to a negative person?
i dont know..
mind you,
i have my own set of thinking..
assignments assignments and more assignments~
band band and more band..
work work and more work
im always behind time..
awwwww...
the careless jia left her hp charger in school...
*she thinks*
nehneh...
hopes that the charger will still be there next mon..
or some kind souls just leave them untouched..
=(((((
wonder y i always forget to remember where is the place i last place my things?
just now i was seaching high and low for my pen but my pen was in my book all the while..
awwwww...
seriously she sld slap some sense into herself?
i wonder how..
nehnehneh pokes!!!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
awwww..
i gave up one of the qns for quiz 3..
><><><><
hmmmmm...
one lesson behind for ecpro...
i wonder if i can end early tml or not..
OMLT~~
im currently stuck in my mechanics quiz 3..
nehneh..
been stuck frm 8 plus...
damn damn damn..
it gets me work up and fusrated..
furthermore,
next week is goanna be a hectic week with both eg2 ans engmec quiz on the same day,
compro quiz on next i dont know when..
nehneh~
furthermore there's work and band...
and ive yet to revis for BnF
ohmyohmyohmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
ROOOOOOAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
yoyoyoyoyooyoyo!~
hmmmmm..
something is very wrong with my blog..
i cant view my blog..
it just hang whenever i click my blog link..
nehneh..
i HATE e learning week..
it's so irritating..
furthermore..
the e-learning week is nt for the whole day de lo..
nehneh
everytime e-learning in the morning,
go school in the afternoon..
sooo siianz de sia!
-.-
then now my laptop keeps giving me problem..
nehneh..
keep giving me blue screen,
or worse stilll,
i just could nt on it..
nehneh..
yesterday went over to west coast park to celebrate char's birthday!!!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE LIM ZI QING!!~
mwhahhahahas~
drank vodka mix with 7 up..
and my face was damn damn red..
wash my afce before heading home..
and when i reach home,
my mother ask me y is my cheek soo red..
den i was like nth arh..
my mother ask if i go sun-tanning...
den i replied no,
and went to sleep!!
><><
and the good thing is that i've got a good good sleep!!~~
mwhahhahahahahs~~
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
here to post again~
hmmmmm...
craving for some salad and some crabstick thing my mum made~
hmmmmm...
was doing tutorial for chapter 3..
and it took me more than half and hr..
crazy,
aint't it?
boss is asking if i can work full time during dec during my holidays..
cause she and the other worker is on leave,
and they need someone to do the stuffs..
but i dont think i have the opportunity,
cause i told her theat my holidays is on last week of dec.
LOL..
by then..
i will have to go to work almost everyday during dec..
cause it;s like end of the year?
and confirm got lots of company storing their things..
nehneh~
fri went for clique outing..
they wath 2012 while me,jy,je and yong just chill and walk around..
had soo much laughter..
ahhhhahhhas..
aftermath,
went home and pops staight to bed..
next day ahd sectional at 9 am in the morning...
yer i woke up at 930 after receiving melicia's call..
had a very quick shower which last for 15 mins?
fast indeed..=.=
then reach school at ard 1030..
sectionals awhile before heading to have lunch and back for full band..
after that went mac with elisse,mitchell and belinda..
saw qiuqiu there too!!
aftermath went jurong point to meet eewei,jian ee and liping..
had so much laughter from talking bout our primary school days..
it is reallyy soo fun~
too band chinwei wasnt;t there~
it would be so much funnier!!
=DD
today..
slept till afternoon,
and start practising my differentiation before doing my mechanics..
and i realised something again..
ive forgotten to bring the flute home AGAIN..=.=
nehnehpops sia~
i was enlightened by sweetie's words on fri,
and i began to think back..
its kind of stupid too~
*laughs
thanls sweetie~
=DDD
to sweetie~
all i can say is,
u still have us..
we are each other's pillars of strength..
even though me may nt have good advices etc,
but still,
our hugs and ears are 24/7 on standby~
=DDDD
i think i need time management!!!
and some self-discipline~
cause..
i personaally feel that i cant balance my friends,work,school and band all at the same time...
have nt been having a good sleep from the start of the week till ysterday~
everyday,
have been sloggin like a cow without any rest..
or sld i say,
free time for me myself and i?
i love sunday the most bah i think?
cause i get to slacked at home..
and watch videos etc..
gosh,
come to think of it..
my transport fares cost me a bomb~
damn..
sld get the concession~
now,
i just keep on topping up and topping up~
ma de...
waste my money nia..
==
hmmmmmm..
went to work twice nia that week..
damn damn...
cant finish that pile...
she sure give me face liao
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for band..
haven take a close look at the parts im playing...
and i forgot to borrow my flute home for practise..==
for school,
seems to be alright...
cause i feel that every steps the teacher took forward,
i just remain at the same state..
==
cui sia~
my gpa~
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right nw..
i have the urge to eat..
gone case~
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