okay okay..needa blog now as new year = new post!!
Sooooo, as to kick start this year, i needa doooo some new year resolution..
If i remember correctly, this will be my first time doing this?
Hahahahaahas!
Soooo, here we go ;

1. Not to speak any vulgur anymore, needa be gentle!
*i remember i stop, lessen my vulgar when i was in sec 3 or 4..but now, i
it just comes out smoothly..*

2. I must fulfil what ive said, preached.
*i tends to say things when im in the situation, promise things without
planning or thinking of the outcome, resulting in me breaking promises,
or not fulfiling things of what ive said*

3. Be more responsible.
*i realise that i always took things for granted, and always shirk my reponsibilties aside,
play first before work. But it does cost me alot, and i dont wanna lose anything.*

4. Reply to messages and calls.
*friends sld know that i have the tendency to not reply any of ya msg the whole day and
returning any calls till hours later. Im not a hp person, as in those 24/7 with their phone,
unless im going out with someone rhen i will keep on checking on phone, so as to make sure
they dont dua me or such. And in some days, i actually forgotten to reply and when i remember,
days had passed*.

5. Set my mind to be get my healthy look
*many of ya all will go like, "aiyah, it wont come true de lah, i also wont do it" maybe ive not
set my mind to it? Or maybe i just cant control my rhinkings and emotion? Its like the more i
wanna work towards my looks, the more i eat.. Its lije becomming a habit of mine to binge
eating. Sometimes i gets so sick of that food, but i continue eating, not knowing why.maybe needa
go see a doctor*

6. Be selfless to others, not only to clique.
*i must admit im a selfish person, except to clique*

7. Love myself more.
*knwing whats good for me and whats not, shall treat myself better and never goes against my
own wish*

8. STOP BEING LAZY!
*i failed in lotsa things cause of one word - lazy. It dedinitely kills.*

9. Express myself more
*im not good in expressing myself. Its like i just cant find the words to desribe what i meant.
its kind of fusrating ya know? I feel inferior as my english is bad compared to others, and i dont
seems to be using it. Maybe cause of the fear of speaking english, i might as well dont speak
english. I find that maybe i just needa take one step to speak english confidently.. And when people
dont get me being angry is the way out for me. I really wanna changed that. I wanna solve problems
by relaxing and expressing myself instead of tongue lashing at innocent parties. And i realise one tthing,
i only gets angry with close friends when they dont get what i mean, whats my intention, cause
i thought that since we are so close, you sld understand me better! Hahahahas! Indeed a weird me!!*

10. Treasure those around me
*life is short, better treasure those that are around me before losing them.*.


that should be all for my new year resolution!! Ive done mine, what bout yours? >,^

hlstory at 2:19 AM | Comment

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